December recap

I know it say recap and that should really be for the end of a month but sence its the break already i am sure the bulk of the events have happened already for this month. Lets start with the Studing... It SUCKED, but atleast i accually brought my grade from a F to a D in discrete math and even though i have to take the class again i dont think it will be as challanging. Sence the teacher grades on the bell curve i think i will spend the next time lowering other peoples grades instead of raising my own it just seems easier lol. I also have to take math foundations again which will kind of suck.

Next on the list will have to be that i started to notice that other notice that i like BG. its no big secret and i am sure she knows but i don't feel like something that should be brought up in conversation main reason is that i am still not sure if i am going to try to make any steps to being more then just friends. I enjoy our friendship very much and i dont think she is into someone like me. She tends to like the more outgoing kinds of guys that probably dance way better then me and go to clubs. Heres a good example she had recently went out on a date where she was really bored, while she was discribing this i though to myself "thats the kind of stuff i do on a date". So rather then her being bored with me as a boyfriend or date i rather enjoy her time with me as a friend. So thats what has been on my mind for some portion of the month.

Last thing on my list is that a my good friend carlos SD will be in town for like 2 weeks i cant wait because i want to try and see if i can get a paintball thing going. Now we are both 21 and see if we can find any good clubs to go to make JN be the desinated driver.

P.S. Visit me at UIW